She said to him, "I want a relationship where you acknowledge, what I give you with great reverence, and a relationship where you are willing, when it comes down to it, to sacrifice something if it would save me from pain and make me happy, and a relationship where you trust, and you know, with all your heart, that I do and would do the very same, I want that connection where communication is the further discovery of destiny, I want a relationship where words, stories, sharing, voice, everything, and anything is valued as sacred and precious and meant to be, and a relationship where you see my light, and you want me to share this with the world, I want to be so special to you, that you know how I shine is one in a million, and I know how you love me is one in a lifetime, I want you to protect my light by encouraging, supporting, facilitating, and giving this light, life, I want a relationship where you believe in me, because you wouldn't be you without me, and I wouldn't be me without you, and I want a relationship where we as ourselves exist because we individually are so ourselves and only who each of us are, and we as ourselves exist because we were made to be only who we could be together, I want this love~ I don't want you to deny any of these sacred bonds~ I don't, more than anything, want you to deny me who I am as a person, I don't want you to tell me that I am someone different than someone who upholds these bonds, because more than anything, I live to love for these bonds, but in the denial, of my existence upholding these, I can only try better with the pain of knowing that I am giving my best, and in the denial, of me being an existence different than an existence by nature that does uphold these bonds, I can't even try to do better, I can only accept that what exists is the reality that the one I love with all my heart does not see me, and I am not, and I can not be, who I am, to the one I see that I love, separated by no effort, than the sadness I feel for knowing that you carry this belief that you can see the whole world, and because you can, you cannot see me, you have become blind to my true heart, because of what exists that I did not uphold, has proved my heart untrue, and then I am here, seeing what you cannot see, seeing everything but the beauty of who I am~ I want the meaning of seeing what you cannot see, the material, that is shared, to be the further discovery of destiny, to be the further revealing of you and me, to be how we are individual, to be how we have loved one another to grow in the ways we could grow, and have grown, to be the love held, yet to be given, so beautifully, to reveal the beauty that one sees about another, that one cannot see of themselves, and is that, this beauty, is this one seeing beauty in another that another cannot see of themselves yet, that is revealed~ I love you~ Know this, believe this, trust this, love this, love me." And he said to her, "I see you, and I love you, and I love you, and I love you" ~
"In some thoughts, turning wheels around, I said 39 times, that I love you, to the beauty, I had found" ~The White Stripes~
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