She said to him, "I want a relationship where you acknowledge, what I give you with great reverence, and a relationship where you are willing, when it comes down to it, to sacrifice something if it would save me from pain and make me happy, and a relationship where you trust, and you know, with all your heart, that I do and would do the very same, I want that connection where communication is the further discovery of destiny, I want a relationship where words, stories, sharing, voice, everything, and anything is valued as sacred and precious and meant to be, and a relationship where you see my light, and you want me to share this with the world, I want to be so special to you, that you know how I shine is one in a million, and I know how you love me is one in a lifetime, I want you to protect my light by encouraging, supporting, facilitating, and giving this light, life, I want a relationship where you believe in me, because you wouldn't be you without me, and I wouldn't be me without you, and I want a relationship where we as ourselves exist because we individually are so ourselves and only who each of us are, and we as ourselves exist because we were made to be only who we could be together, I want this love~ I don't want you to deny any of these sacred bonds~ I don't, more than anything, want you to deny me who I am as a person, I don't want you to tell me that I am someone different than someone who upholds these bonds, because more than anything, I live to love for these bonds, but in the denial, of my existence upholding these, I can only try better with the pain of knowing that I am giving my best, and in the denial, of me being an existence different than an existence by nature that does uphold these bonds, I can't even try to do better, I can only accept that what exists is the reality that the one I love with all my heart does not see me, and I am not, and I can not be, who I am, to the one I see that I love, separated by no effort, than the sadness I feel for knowing that you carry this belief that you can see the whole world, and because you can, you cannot see me, you have become blind to my true heart, because of what exists that I did not uphold, has proved my heart untrue, and then I am here, seeing what you cannot see, seeing everything but the beauty of who I am~ I want the meaning of seeing what you cannot see, the material, that is shared, to be the further discovery of destiny, to be the further revealing of you and me, to be how we are individual, to be how we have loved one another to grow in the ways we could grow, and have grown, to be the love held, yet to be given, so beautifully, to reveal the beauty that one sees about another, that one cannot see of themselves, and is that, this beauty, is this one seeing beauty in another that another cannot see of themselves yet, that is revealed~ I love you~ Know this, believe this, trust this, love this, love me." And he said to her, "I see you, and I love you, and I love you, and I love you" ~
"In some thoughts, turning wheels around, I said 39 times, that I love you, to the beauty, I had found" ~The White Stripes~
Monday, June 21, 2010
Friday, June 18, 2010
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
You Are The Sacred Tie, Of Earth, And Of Sky!
~ This unconditional love shared by the sacred divinity of the heavens and your heart, is this highest love, holding the depths of devotion, the connection of the sky, embracing, this sacred earth in motion ~
Vow!
Watercolor steps of a glass slipper,
Of a bloss, halcyon angel,
Fluttering soft, cashmere butterfly kisses,
Upon the sweet lace of a water's edge,
Seeing wishfully, the one she misses,
And how her starlit, billowing heart,
Is lofted so, upon a clara crystal ledge,
In the serenity of watercolors,
Of graceful, returning art,
To devotion, of a pledge~
Of a bloss, halcyon angel,
Fluttering soft, cashmere butterfly kisses,
Upon the sweet lace of a water's edge,
Seeing wishfully, the one she misses,
And how her starlit, billowing heart,
Is lofted so, upon a clara crystal ledge,
In the serenity of watercolors,
Of graceful, returning art,
To devotion, of a pledge~
For Vijay, My Saint And Sage! :)
A course forward walking,
Resilient is, is so, in reflection,
And held is, within,
The divinity of protection,
The wisdom of saints and sages,
Quietly talking, through,
And speaking through, a lineage of ages,
And to these echoing beams,
For is, a sanctuary of sacred space,
Upon written pages,
In the repose of a flutter to trace,
From this hem, these seams,
To believe one thread spun these dreams,
Of mine, within this heart to bow forward, to grace,
to how you shine~
Resilient is, is so, in reflection,
And held is, within,
The divinity of protection,
The wisdom of saints and sages,
Quietly talking, through,
And speaking through, a lineage of ages,
And to these echoing beams,
For is, a sanctuary of sacred space,
Upon written pages,
In the repose of a flutter to trace,
From this hem, these seams,
To believe one thread spun these dreams,
Of mine, within this heart to bow forward, to grace,
to how you shine~
A Circle Of Love!
I sing this to you with love, and in love, to you, sweet, windy flower, flutter dove~ I sing to you, for you are love, and true love~ I see in you, love true, and I believe, "I will shine, I will shine, as you" (Kristin Luna Ray)~ Good, is the nature of contentment that takes beautiful, beautiful flight into the sky, bringing light~ Great, is the essence of this goodness, of this serenity, peace, in beautiful, beautiful flight to the sky, bringing sight~ And love, is this hope, to and of the earth, to and of the sky, to and of all that so sweetly is swept from, to touch, of reach, to bring, of song, to sing this that does so ring on, on high, for all always, and always, for all along~ This is my sweet, windy flower, flutter dove song~ This is my truth, for all that I see, for all that is, to begin, is so, endlessly~ Everything is a miracle, and nothing is a miracle~ Satnam, Ajuni~ The rise of bright banded perpetuation, and the fall of endless setting sight, is where earth meets the sky, where day turns into night~ The light on high that is reaching across, in the aura that emanates and so does surround, soft cashmere aglow, of bloss, the light across that is reaching on high, in sun sparkling ray, night turning into day, to the blissful sky, that touches sacred ground~ Everything will always be a miracle, nothing will always be a miracle, and a miracle will always be, the acknowledgement of this, a miracle, that nothing can change, the everything that is, so clear, to endear, to kneel, and will always be, to close your eyes and feel, is to open your eyes and see, for "compassion's very heartbeat, is also the moment of clarity" (Melissa Marie Cardin) ~ Peace, love, and light~ Satnam, Ajuni~
A Gentleman's Love Letter!
The gentle waves of the lullaby sea,
the gentle heart of a princess,
the gentle sway of an old, sacred tree,
The gentle words of print and press,
The gentle stamp of a benevolent address,
Upon the gentle paper of silk and letterpress~
In sleepy, palace curtain sails,
Written on vanilla parchment,
Of pages, of fairy tales~
the gentle heart of a princess,
the gentle sway of an old, sacred tree,
The gentle words of print and press,
The gentle stamp of a benevolent address,
Upon the gentle paper of silk and letterpress~
In sleepy, palace curtain sails,
Written on vanilla parchment,
Of pages, of fairy tales~
Inspired by Lyn Hejien!
And love, may the reverence of nodding mesmerize your soul,
Water upon a sink, soup fills a bowl, the kindness of calm,
The warmth of a palm,
Where each leaf has a light fortuitous as word,
With its pine and cone, it's reed, peacefully heard~
I just said I didn't know,
And now you are holding me,
In your arms,
How love~
Wings, my love, could carry us higher,
Yet above the telescope lights I am floating,
White and blinking red reflectors are caught in it,
They are beautiful,
As the trembling rain in the rounded window,
What drishti, are lashes sunset bowing to cheeks,
Fluttering like my heart forward beating,
Wings, my love, could carry us higher~
Love, may the reverence of nodding mesmerize your soul,
Sweet dear of kindness, the warmth of a palm,
The word ecru, where calm,
Keeps a leaf with a light fortuitous as word,
With its pine and cone, its reed, peacefully heard~
Water upon a sink, soup fills a bowl, the kindness of calm,
The warmth of a palm,
Where each leaf has a light fortuitous as word,
With its pine and cone, it's reed, peacefully heard~
I just said I didn't know,
And now you are holding me,
In your arms,
How love~
Wings, my love, could carry us higher,
Yet above the telescope lights I am floating,
White and blinking red reflectors are caught in it,
They are beautiful,
As the trembling rain in the rounded window,
What drishti, are lashes sunset bowing to cheeks,
Fluttering like my heart forward beating,
Wings, my love, could carry us higher~
Love, may the reverence of nodding mesmerize your soul,
Sweet dear of kindness, the warmth of a palm,
The word ecru, where calm,
Keeps a leaf with a light fortuitous as word,
With its pine and cone, its reed, peacefully heard~
Gems!
A glittering, blue road,
That has beaconed such a path,
Of a blessing,
With leeward guidance,
The gentle rise, to press dressing,
In reverence, unfolding
Telling, believing
Holding, welling, receiving,
To give, endearing, precious,
Words confessing,
In holy birds and gems,
That a flower's path to grow
Is from roots blossoming into stems~
The beauty of discovering,
Someone beautiful,
One always knew,
Singing in a garden,
By a gentle stream,
To a flower that has, so grew~
That has beaconed such a path,
Of a blessing,
With leeward guidance,
The gentle rise, to press dressing,
In reverence, unfolding
Telling, believing
Holding, welling, receiving,
To give, endearing, precious,
Words confessing,
In holy birds and gems,
That a flower's path to grow
Is from roots blossoming into stems~
The beauty of discovering,
Someone beautiful,
One always knew,
Singing in a garden,
By a gentle stream,
To a flower that has, so grew~
Messenger!
To find a glass bottle, within, a message once lost,
Returning distant words,
And cherishing what was tossed~
Returning distant words,
And cherishing what was tossed~
Autumn!
Every moment I could ever remember,
That I can never forget,
I see in the sight,
Of day turning into night,
The sun bowing bright,
To autumn in November,
To see the sun sailing to set,
In the gratitude to remember,
In the warmth of a wrapped shoulder shawl,
In the brocade of candle light blanketing, the billowing fall~
That I can never forget,
I see in the sight,
Of day turning into night,
The sun bowing bright,
To autumn in November,
To see the sun sailing to set,
In the gratitude to remember,
In the warmth of a wrapped shoulder shawl,
In the brocade of candle light blanketing, the billowing fall~
Dancing!
When I listen to the windy breeze, I dance in celebration, in these threads of serenity, that billow playfully through the strands of my flowing hair~ This dancing, is the movement of peace~ Returning to my heart, the peace I give, and giving to my heart, the peace, I return~
Featherbed Footsteps Upon A Heavenly Canopy!
I raise my sleepy eyes,
To the skies,
When I think of you,
Green grass,
And blue grass,
And footsteps of a song,
Lovely and true,
Of true love along,
Skies in the, bright blue,
The meaning of, the whole world, in my heart,
In the, serenity of watercolors,
That you painted on this canvas,
In peaceful, snowhush art~
To the skies,
When I think of you,
Green grass,
And blue grass,
And footsteps of a song,
Lovely and true,
Of true love along,
Skies in the, bright blue,
The meaning of, the whole world, in my heart,
In the, serenity of watercolors,
That you painted on this canvas,
In peaceful, snowhush art~
Ajuni!
The kindness of compassion,
That you gave,
From your heart,
To heal and mend,
The heartache I felt,
To begin anew everyday,
With a message to send,
To my heart, to know the embrace,
Of the nurture of bend,
That love gives, and eyes lend,
Ever ancient, ever new,
Circles of a sacred tree,
Bands of iris, ever be,
The flower that you gave,
From you to me,
Fluttering a sweet memory,
Of no beginning and no end~
That you gave,
From your heart,
To heal and mend,
The heartache I felt,
To begin anew everyday,
With a message to send,
To my heart, to know the embrace,
Of the nurture of bend,
That love gives, and eyes lend,
Ever ancient, ever new,
Circles of a sacred tree,
Bands of iris, ever be,
The flower that you gave,
From you to me,
Fluttering a sweet memory,
Of no beginning and no end~
How A Shore Loves!
From a sky brushed palm,
In warm, soft spoken rays,
Of harpstring shimmering days
In scattered pebbles of pearls of blue,
In dreams, in gentle waves of love true,
In strands, of a ponytail tossed,
In sea spray and glittering sands,
And the oceans, star crossed,
A glass bottle, with a message,
That has so reached the lands,
Of words, like doves, flown from hands,
Of words, like love, like sacred bands~
In warm, soft spoken rays,
Of harpstring shimmering days
In scattered pebbles of pearls of blue,
In dreams, in gentle waves of love true,
In strands, of a ponytail tossed,
In sea spray and glittering sands,
And the oceans, star crossed,
A glass bottle, with a message,
That has so reached the lands,
Of words, like doves, flown from hands,
Of words, like love, like sacred bands~
The Stars Are Always Watching Over You!
Within the horizon's sight,
Places beyond, and being here,
The skies from my eyes,
Teardrops watering,
All that I hold, near and dear,
A starry diamond kite,
From a sparkling tear~
In the ardent sunlight,
I see a star appear~
A light made of gold,
And a star to have told,
The beginning of this day,
I ever will be here,
Even when I disappear,
To help guide your way~
Places beyond, and being here,
The skies from my eyes,
Teardrops watering,
All that I hold, near and dear,
A starry diamond kite,
From a sparkling tear~
In the ardent sunlight,
I see a star appear~
A light made of gold,
And a star to have told,
The beginning of this day,
I ever will be here,
Even when I disappear,
To help guide your way~
Sunstar Moon!
Falling in love,
I am this dove,
Into your hands
To shine into your name
My being became,
For the beautiful inlet,
Before the sun so set,
And rose from every start,
The intent my heart,
So with longing missed,
A beginning in light,
Of the sanctuary of blessed night,
Of stars brightly sun~kissed ~
I am this dove,
Into your hands
To shine into your name
My being became,
For the beautiful inlet,
Before the sun so set,
And rose from every start,
The intent my heart,
So with longing missed,
A beginning in light,
Of the sanctuary of blessed night,
Of stars brightly sun~kissed ~
~A White Butterfly In The, Snow~
"To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven"
~ Ecclesiastes 3:1~
My life is a fairy tale! And I wish I could tell you the whole story of my life! I hope you find me to be a great storyteller, I hope you find this story to be great, and most of all, I hope you find all that is true, that you are love too!
~A White Butterfly In The, Snow~
Once upon a time, there was a girl,
who gave her heart to everyone,
and who lost everything,
and who kept one thing,
the one thing she always gave away,
her heart~
This heart was special,
as every heart is,
and this heart was made of feathers,
and this heart was open,
and this heart was shaped in a pretty shape,
like a heart,
as most every heart is~
This heart opened like a Valentine,
and a folded map~
And when one side was lifted from the center,
and the other side was lifted from the center,
this heart became ever so very bright,
for the folded, feathered sides,
became two wings, in flight~
When this heart would open,
this heart would become,
all this heart ever was,
love~
And then, when this heart was broken,
shattering the earth that she knew,
and a line like a river,
poured through the center of this heart,
she held on to all that she knew, to be true~
She held on,
to the sacred years,
and in gentle tears,
her littleness was embraced,
and she told herself, "This line of heartbreak,
was not meant to be erased"~
From her heart, she whispered,
like a soft wave of the sea,
"If this, is so destiny,
then I am, so this is, meant to be" ~
She looked to the sky,
and she remembered,
all those precious words,
fluttering like the wings of birds,
that she was ever so blessed, to have heard, be spoken,
and she bowed her head to the stars,
blessing her heart, so broken,
and hugged her knees,
blessed by the swaying trees~
She placed her hands upon her heart,
to honor, to christen, every start,
and she felt this feathered rift,
and she remembered how special it felt to share,
moments, that are a blessed gift,
and she smiled,
for this sadness, she was happy to bear
for in this moment, all that she lost,
she ever would so cherish to care,
for every star crossed
from here, and from there~
And she knew then, that a heart always, opens to reveal,
like cathedral doors, from a center marking, that is the seal,
made of wings, holding all that is embraced to heal,
a heart, the very essence of light,
a heart, in essence, to be in love, in flight~
She thanked then, all that is true,
that a heart, always opens, in love,
like the wings of a dove,
for love, for all, for you~
And, then it was, that she also knew,
something very special too,
that this broken heart line,
had been blessed by her heart's feathered rift,
as, her divinity, so to shine,
for, love, all love, is a blessed gift~
"There's a time that we need to share, so send a smile, we're on our way back home"
~Give A Little Bit~
~ Ecclesiastes 3:1~
My life is a fairy tale! And I wish I could tell you the whole story of my life! I hope you find me to be a great storyteller, I hope you find this story to be great, and most of all, I hope you find all that is true, that you are love too!
~A White Butterfly In The, Snow~
Once upon a time, there was a girl,
who gave her heart to everyone,
and who lost everything,
and who kept one thing,
the one thing she always gave away,
her heart~
This heart was special,
as every heart is,
and this heart was made of feathers,
and this heart was open,
and this heart was shaped in a pretty shape,
like a heart,
as most every heart is~
This heart opened like a Valentine,
and a folded map~
And when one side was lifted from the center,
and the other side was lifted from the center,
this heart became ever so very bright,
for the folded, feathered sides,
became two wings, in flight~
When this heart would open,
this heart would become,
all this heart ever was,
love~
And then, when this heart was broken,
shattering the earth that she knew,
and a line like a river,
poured through the center of this heart,
she held on to all that she knew, to be true~
She held on,
to the sacred years,
and in gentle tears,
her littleness was embraced,
and she told herself, "This line of heartbreak,
was not meant to be erased"~
From her heart, she whispered,
like a soft wave of the sea,
"If this, is so destiny,
then I am, so this is, meant to be" ~
She looked to the sky,
and she remembered,
all those precious words,
fluttering like the wings of birds,
that she was ever so blessed, to have heard, be spoken,
and she bowed her head to the stars,
blessing her heart, so broken,
and hugged her knees,
blessed by the swaying trees~
She placed her hands upon her heart,
to honor, to christen, every start,
and she felt this feathered rift,
and she remembered how special it felt to share,
moments, that are a blessed gift,
and she smiled,
for this sadness, she was happy to bear
for in this moment, all that she lost,
she ever would so cherish to care,
for every star crossed
from here, and from there~
And she knew then, that a heart always, opens to reveal,
like cathedral doors, from a center marking, that is the seal,
made of wings, holding all that is embraced to heal,
a heart, the very essence of light,
a heart, in essence, to be in love, in flight~
She thanked then, all that is true,
that a heart, always opens, in love,
like the wings of a dove,
for love, for all, for you~
And, then it was, that she also knew,
something very special too,
that this broken heart line,
had been blessed by her heart's feathered rift,
as, her divinity, so to shine,
for, love, all love, is a blessed gift~
"There's a time that we need to share, so send a smile, we're on our way back home"
~Give A Little Bit~
p.s.
The True Love Yoga Workshop, Love Yoga 2, and Love Yoga 3 playlists are wonderful! The past two weeks, I have been writing a True Love Yoga Workshop for YogahOMe, as a gift for all my great teachers! I spent a lot of time finding this music, sequencing this music, and pairing this music with asanas and movements of asanas to make a practice, and so, I think the playlists are very thoughtfully heaven!
I Found A Way To Share My Playlists! Yip! Yip! Yay!!!
So, this past hour, I have been trying to upload a few music playlists to this blog! I think I have tried most everything to find a way to post these playlists-- going to www.grooveshark.com and following all the instructions to share widgets! The only problem is that, I don't know where or what exactly my clipboard is, what an embed code means, and how exactly to follow the instructions to share my widgets of these playlists! However, I do know now what a widget is! It is something that is as cute as a little electronic button! :) Anyways, I thought to myself, "how in the world, will I ever find a way to post music to my blog for everyone?", sigh, and then, a miracle happened! "Yes," I thought, "I can most certainly post my username and my password to my grooveshark account on my blog!" ~ This way, you all can listen to my playlists that I couldn't figure out how to upload! My sister has been using this account too, but I don't think she'll mind me sharing! Loves!
web address: www.grooveshark.com
username: kikichoobunny
password: satnam
<3!
web address: www.grooveshark.com
username: kikichoobunny
password: satnam
<3!
My Love For You: A Letter Of Love!
Hi love angel~ I just wished to say, that I love you, and I miss you, and I hope that you are doing really well, and that I hope you are so very happy in your life~ Sometimes, I get sad because I miss you, and I feel like there is this distance, that was once the spacious skies, of boundless love, that I found always in your eyes~ When I think of you, I feel in my heart, this sweet wonder washed so in sadness that brimming over in my eyes, is how much that I loved because of you and brimming over in my eyes, is the feeling of the loss of this, twinkling, softly wisping, these memories, that are to me, like a silk ribbon bow that once tied my heart endearingly to yours~ I cherish so very much, the beautiful friendship that we have, and that we have shared, like the special sound of a wind chime, fluttering starry glades of leeward, delicate notes of music, upon a quiet, rustling glanced wall, like moroccos shimmering in cascading chandelier earrings, swaying in the sunlight of sashay, of a breeze tugging coat tails, of a lemon terri cloth beach towel, smoothing over feather foot printed, sugar sand~ And with these memories, that have been deeply warmed by the raindrop lashes of my questioning eyes, I have been answered in love, with your love, as though I could grow, from giving what I do believe, to everyone, and as though my words are special loving ties too~ This, I feel, is how you have believed in me~ I feel you have believed in me, like the moon-- as if my palm could be pressed, upon a frost, lamp lit transposed window of midnight, overlooking stenciled trees that did forget, to know they're beautifully posed in silhouette, as if, if it weren't for this sugar moon aglow, to, in remembering echoing beams, to lovingly sew the threads of these dreams, in repose of woven dashes in seams, that they, these trees, would be forgotten so~ And you have made me feel, as if I am like this sugar moon aglow, with great purpose, and, in truth, I know I believe in the best of all that I could believe~ But, in a sense, I do not feel like the sugar moon, instead, I feel like these trees, this is because, I know you to be this moon, for this love you have given me, has been a guiding melody, that I can follow within, a simple, beautiful tune~ In reflection, I know more of my heart, I feel and see more of this silhouette of my being, because of you~ And, if it weren't for the moon to sing, to illuminate a lullaby, a beacon, upwards and bright, rocking me low, to bring comfort, through the endless hailstone star nights, resting high above the needle point tippie tops of the edges of finite branches, in the full orb of white Japanese lanterned bouquets of feathered, lace, reaching a once, still hoping to be hopeful dream, through a glass gleam reflection, I would be without the blessing of your direction, and your direction, has been a blessing, that has given my spent tears the peace to wear away, worn into the sleepy halo of a blanket's fluffy puff, as if, so that, I could always feel this feeling, that I am so loved, and so that the feeling of longing to no longer be lonely and scared, that everything around me, would leave me behind, and leave before me, a trail of wavering, witch wand shadows of sea weed, would vanish, turning through to a songbird starling's gentle wings, in the serenity of revelry with the vibrancy of flitty, perfect settle, upon a silver sparkling, mountainous shelf, holding my fears, my being, being embraced by love, and so, becoming love, revealing what was there, all along, a heart's great belief, in the strong, understanding trees, that they are cloaked in noir~aurora stone netted shawls of periwinkle watercolor tissue paper blanketing hues of starry, flecked, charcoal, with wind, brush swept, soft as snowfall motion, folding delicate squares into swan linen Origami, painted upon a canvas of the late evening sky~ You are my sweet songbird, because you have been this songbird, that appears, as I am letting go of all my fears~ And you are like the moon, because you are this beacon, that appears, to help me to let go of all my fears~ Like a tree, I will always look up to the moon, with a question in my eyes, when I need reassurance, and like me, I will always look up to you, with a question in my eyes, when I need reassurance~ I am forever, so very thankful to you, for the love that you have given me, has been, your every answer, to every question, that did arise, from the sweet wonder, that is brimming now, in my eyes~ I love you~
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